...I'm still so fucking depressed...
I have that piece of me that will forever be depressed...
Just the other day me and my girlfriend had a fight...I thought I'd be okay with it and take a deep breath and quickly get over the fight and try to calm the both of us down..
Fuck...No...
My mind just said "No" in so many ways, and I just ranted to her...
My fingers could not stop...I wrote this whole suicidal note to her and said "Nobody would care if I overdosed, hung myself, slit my throat, slit my wist, etc." I even said stuff like "No one will ever understand me"
And then this one part came up...
I went to a con a few weeks ago and I